Ken Kesey

Ken Kesey’s birthday rolls around today — kid came squalling into the world out in La Junta, Colorado back in ’35, but he really grew up wild in Oregon, the real Oregon, not the brochure. Him and his brother Chuck tearing down the Willamette River like they were trying to outrun the sun. Swimming, fishing, wrestling the rapids, wrestling each other, wrestling life itself. The guy was built like somebody who didn’t mind getting punched in the face if it meant a good story later.

In high school they tagged him “most likely to succeed,” which is funny, because Kesey’s idea of success was never the one the guidance counselor had taped to the wall. He goes off to Stanford to study creative writing — sure, fine — but then he ends up at the VA hospital in Menlo Park making seventy‑five bucks a day letting doctors pump him full of LSD and whatever other alphabet‑soup chemicals they were cooking up. Seventy‑five bucks in the early ’60s! That’s rent, groceries, and a couple nights of trouble.

He stuck around afterward as a night attendant in the psych ward, wandering those fluorescent hallways while the world slept. That’s where One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest came from — not theory, not academia, but the real deal: human beings cracked open, stitched together, trying to make sense of the noise in their heads. The title came from an old kids’ rhyme: “One flew east, one flew west, one flew over the cuckoo’s nest.” Simple, spooky, perfect.

Pauline Kael said the book had the whole damn era packed inside it — Vietnam, campus revolts, drugs, the counterculture — all before the country even realized it was about to blow its gasket. Kesey wasn’t predicting the future; he was already living in it.

And somewhere in the middle of all that chaos, he fell in with a little San Francisco band called the Grateful Dead. They weren’t legends yet — just a bunch of long‑haired kids with amps that hummed like beehives and a drummer who looked like he’d been born in a thunderstorm. Kesey and the Merry Pranksters pulled the Dead into the Acid Tests, those wild, neon‑soaked nights where music wasn’t just played, it was summoned. The Dead became the house band for the psychedelic revolution, and Kesey was the ringmaster, the guy stirring the punch bowl and the consciousness of everyone in the room. Garcia once said Kesey didn’t just open doors — he kicked them off the hinges. And Kesey loved the Dead because they weren’t trying to be stars; they were trying to be free. It was a friendship built on noise, color, and the belief that life could be bigger than the box it came in.

Then Hollywood got its hands on Cuckoo’s Nest in ’75, and boom — six Oscars. Jack Nicholson grinning like the devil in a denim jacket. Kesey didn’t love the movie, but that’s another story for another windy day. He wrote Sometimes a Great Notion — big, wet, logging‑town epic — and later Sailor Song, which reads like Alaska got drunk and decided to tell you its secrets.

Kesey was one of those American originals — the kind you don’t get anymore. Half cowboy, half mystic, half troublemaker. Yeah, that’s three halves, but Kesey never fit in the math anyway.

And then there’s the interview — the one I watched again this morning. Not Merv Griffin. Not some slick 1960s talk‑show host with a shiny desk and a band in the corner. No — this was Charlie Rose, 1992. Rose in his suit, leaning forward like he’s about to ask the meaning of life. Kesey sitting across from him, older now, beard gone,hair gray at the edges, wearing a simple dark shirt, no blazer, no tie‑dye, just Kesey as he was — a man who’d lived through the noise and come out the other side with a grin that said he still knew a few secrets the rest of us hadn’t caught up to yet.

It’s a collision of worlds — Rose’s studio polish against Kesey’s Oregon mud. Rose wants to talk literature; Kesey wants to talk life. LSD, rivers, kids, stories, the whole messy American experiment. You can see Rose trying to keep it tidy, but Kesey keeps slipping out of the frame, like a fish that refuses to be caught.

That’s the beauty of it — two men, one chasing understanding, the other chasing freedom. Kesey’s grin says he’s still riding the rapids, still hearing the music under the noise. And somewhere in that studio, between the questions and the laughter, you can feel the ghost of the Willamette River rolling through the lights.

The link to that interview https://youtu.be/BJjNIoODO2k

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I Was There

There’s a moment, when you finish a book that came out of your own bones, where the world goes strangely quiet. Not peaceful quiet — more like the hush that settles over the harbor right before the fog rolls in. You stand there thinking, Well, I guess I really did this.

“I Was There” didn’t start as a book. It started as scraps — memories, radio nights, the odd corners of life that stick to you like sea salt. I wasn’t trying to write anything grand. I was just trying to make sense of the noise in my head before it drifted off like a gull that couldn’t be bothered to land.

But stories have their own stubborn tide. They kept washing back up at my feet. And eventually I realized I wasn’t collecting them — they were collecting me.

Now the thing is out there in the world, floating around on Goodreads and Amazon like a bottle tossed into the Atlantic. People can pick it up, shake it, hold it to the light, decide if they want to walk a few miles with me. Some already have. Some will. Some won’t. The tide doesn’t ask permission.

What matters is this: the stories aren’t trapped anymore. They’re free to wander, to be misunderstood, to be loved, to be argued with, to be read at 2 a.m. by someone who can’t sleep and needs to know they’re not the only one who’s lived through a few storms.

If you want to take a look, here’s the Goodreads page — no passwords, no secret handshake, just the book sitting there waiting: Click the little arrow on the left side of the Goodreads page under the word read and a drop-down will appear with the link on it.

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/249304682-i-was-there

I’ve walked a long road to get here. Some of it was smooth, most of it wasn’t, and all of it ended up in these pages. If you decide to read it, I hope you find something in there that feels like truth — or at least something that feels like company.

The tide keeps moving. The stories keep coming. And I’m still here, walking the shoreline.

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My Book, “I Was There”

This book took years. Not because I was writing every day, but because I wasn’t. I’d circle back, pick up a thread, lose it again. Life got in the way. So did doubt. So did the internet. Heck, sometimes cleaning my kitchen had to take priority. Below are a couple of sections from two of the first chapters. The book is available in both paperback and Kindle formats. You don’t need a Kindle device or a special Kindle account to read my book. Anyone can read it on a computer, phone, or tablet using either the free Kindle app or the Kindle Cloud Reader, which opens right in your web browser with no download needed.

I hope you’ll enjoy the read. Those who have read it so far have told me how much they have enjoyed it.

From Chapter 2

“Several years earlier, I had begun writing letters to my draft board. Lyndon Johnson was still president, Nixon waiting in the wings. The letters weren’t meant for Johnson, but I imagined him reading them anyway—grimacing, maybe, before tossing them aside. The draft board wrote back a few times, reminding me I was deferred under 3‑A college status. Eventually, they recalculated me as 1‑A. Combat‑ready. And I welcomed it. You can’t refuse what hasn’t been offered. I was done hiding behind loopholes.”

From Chapter 3

Inside, the induction ceremony began. The room smelled of sweat. The air was thick with the breath of boys pretending not to shake. The recruiter’s voice was flat, rehearsed, like he’d stopped listening years ago.

“Please repeat after me…”

“I do solemnly swear…”

Repeat. Repeat? Hell, I could barely breathe.

“…that I will bear true faith…”

And suddenly I wasn’t in Whitehall anymore. I was back on the football field, hearing my coach yell, “Go in hell‑bent for leather, Little Sandy!” My dad was Big Sandy. The coach used that nickname to rile me up. Hell‑bent for leather — without fear.

My heart picked up the chant until it drowned out everything else.

Then came the words: Step forward.

I sat down.”

For the whole story, follow this link https://a.co/d/016lhY1F

Rating: 1 out of 5.